CHRISTIANITY IS A SINNER
Written by Sheila Ocloo
When Jesus said “he without sin should cast the first stone”, I am overly sure HE knew that the“Christian” will be the first to detonate that grenade. I am a Christian sad to say. I am a CHRISTIAN because I LOVE ONLY JESUS! Some critics are of the opinion that Jesus never existed. In all honesty, if you ask me, I sometimes tend to believe them. Sometimes, in my journey of life I doubt. Why shouldn’t i? When Christians are supposed to make this world a better place to live in. Why shouldn’t I, when Christians are the first to push people away from the church? Why shouldn’t I, when Christians are the first to loot government coffers. Why shouldn’t I, when Christians love money more than their fellow man. Why shouldn’t I, when I see the worst, if not the most dangerous perverse lifestyle in the lives of individuals who claim to be Christians. Hypocrites if you ask me. The annoying part is, when THE FACT stares at them in the face, they deny them using HIS name (blasphemy) and denial (they call ‘faith”) to reject the truth. In the end, the problem doesn’t go away, it only becomes bigger. Faith is now abused. It no longer called “faith” when there is evidence. Faith is not denial.
In the first place, I know JESUS died for me. I am pretty sure HE knew I could not live that “HOLY” life to perfection, so HE paid my PRICE in advance. Why should I worry about my bus fare when it has already been paid? I am NOT anywhere near perfect and I don’t intend to be. I expect more failures than successes, more hate than love, more bends than straights. What is life, IF I DON’T TRY? I have lesbian thoughts, I watch porn (which is no secret to the devil), I gamble on football games especially on EPL and I listen to all those “illuminati” songs. I also have the bad thoughts of wishing every politician in this country will all die within two working days. They are all liars. Until recently, I never knew hard work and illuminati are a lesbian couple. I do not do these intentionally! Sometimes I just so cannot resist them, I fall short. This is the reason why I go to church. I go to church to tell JESUS that “despite all my flaws, I still remember the kindness HE showed me and the PRICE he paid for me on that CROSS. Please help me find the littlest way to express my gratitude, help me live right through YOUR SPIRIT!
But, THE DEVIL (CHRISTIANS) pushes me away. “She looks like a “BUTCH”, therefore she must be a lesbian” they say. Lesbians shouldn’t sing in the choir or play instruments. As annoying as they can be, most are not well read too (at least from this part of the world I belong to). They don’t even know that all female are BISEXUALS (my opinion), and not all butch-like females are actually lesbians in practice. So WHAT THE HELL IS THEIR FUCKING PROBLEM! Why can’t anyone just run to church? Well, I thought the church is a hospital for sinners (someone’s quote). It is my FATHER’S HOUSE, I DON’T NEED ANYONES PERMISSION TO COME IN!
In summary, my message to the Christians (devils), the fact that you have it all so perfect now, doesn’t mean you are and you can’t be imperfect. The strength you have to keep up that appearance will soon fail (if you don’t have the help of THE HOLY SPIRIT). Soon, like all others you will fall in that same shit (“herein thou “criticizeth”). Encourage people to go to church with your words, show them love and always allow the SPIRIT OF GOD to give you utterance. That way, they will eventually experience “JESUS” for themselves. The journey might slow, tortoise strides will be taken. Give them the chance. Change is inevitable, even if JESUS is a myth.